Imagination and Speculation. Big Words. That is what my mind is filled up with lately. It possibly could be hard core facts that I sit and worry about, but without evidence its only speculation. And without that evidence it leads to a great imagination. My imagination only leads to darkness that I am filled with. FEAR. Being ALone. Abondonment. It is like suitcases and suitcases piled high, like a wall and upon opening each suitcase you come up with a different color and smell of shit. And i...
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Saturday Sept 4th This is the first time I have done this so I want to put up a warning that my blog will contain graphic language and will have heavy sexual language and content. A BPD is generally, not always, a sexual deviant and sex is a very important part of her/his nature. I have this thing called BPD and it has a way of sneaking up and biting me in my ass. Somehow its like it has a life of its own and a will of its own DESPITE everything I try to do. As in every other time its...