Imagination and Speculation. Big Words. That is what my mind is filled up with lately. It possibly could be hard core facts that I sit and worry about, but without evidence its only speculation. And without that evidence it leads to a great imagination. My imagination only leads to darkness that I am filled with. FEAR. Being ALone. Abondonment. It is like suitcases and suitcases piled high, like a wall and upon opening each suitcase you come up with a different color and smell of shit. And i...